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Wednesday, May 16, 2018

SPOTLIGHT w/INTERVIEW - ARK by Jesse Miller



ARK
by Jesse Miller
Date of Publication: May 15th 2018
Publisher: Common Deer Press
Cover Artist: Ellie Sipila
Genre: Literary Fiction

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Imagine the son of Cinderella and Noah. That's Alabaster Ash, professional window washer and amateur foot fetishist, thrall to his three physically fit, brutally aggressive stepsisters.

After polishing foot after foot of glass in the gingerbread city of Candyland and cleaning up after the “wicked stairmasters,” he haunts the bars and streets looking for love and appreciation -or a really nice pair of feet.

Like it or not, Alabaster finds himself reliving and reimagining his parents' lives as he roams from bar to bar, from thrill ride to stunt show in the linguistic funland that is ARK.

Excerpt:

Ground squirmed past the windows, shuffling racks of bones and skulls under the soptoil as clouds crept along the horizon. On the bus, all the windows let in cold air and hung like a racked row of ice cubes in a tray, but I barely cracked the bottle.
Out I poured when the doors opened, unable to feel my legs, unable to see the ocean, but I could smell the salty marsh marching wet blue harridans, swiping and batting the spit, pushing the blood and saltboxing up fatjuices into my sinuses.

Jammed a kwata in the belly box and engaged the line.

–Hello?
–I’ve arrived. I’m here.
–That’s great. I bet a little walk will feel like a little slice of heaven, eh?
–I suppose.
–Well, I’ll leave the light on for you, Buddy.

I slid on my gloves and tried not to flinch at the sudden mustering of prickly discs skipping to my face. I leaned in hard and clacked through town, blackened and boarded and unblinking, barely wicklit. Smatter rooms to let. Ingrown hairs. Offseason. Unseasoned in the savorless in and out drag of the tonguetide. I dashed through a carless parking lot and into an astralamped glass meadow jotting down quivering blue starlight ink- puddles into suckshifts of snowhunchbanks humpbacking the outermost stretch of tideland. To the left, a skit of cloven unguals stirred it seemed, crunchy, but I only got half an ear worth and couldn’t noctoscop the goings-on of could be caribou or elk or deer bowing their head, bowing their head before the almighty peering down hard and in, like the retractable Polton and Crane lamp in the dentist’s office that hangs my mouth open.
Inside the blackness, the stickiting, ricketing pickets of thickets wiggle on their dicot studs without me seeing, while they shot out the other side and stitched a black curtain against the edge of the rest of the world. I clacked another mile stretch as brine wafers tickled my ears and swizzled my nos- trils while Lawrence Welk drift popping jollyjawdropping orbs uncorked across my field of vichy.
Estrella’s was a lighthouse, though not the vertical variety. But it glowed.
Light hung out over the glass and flabbed fat, hotwhite dough out the sides as I took up her street. This was another gingerbread house, hundreds of miles from home, though this one in earshot of the beach. I rang and rang and rang and then just opened the door.




Author Info
Jesse Miller is the author of Unwrap Your Candy and the forthcoming ARK, both available from Common Deer Press. He is a Visiting Assistant Lecturer in English at the University of New England.  He lives in the great city of Portland, Maine with his wife, two cats, and dog. Jesse roots for the Red Sox.




The Book Junkie Reads . . . Interview with Jesse Miller. . .


How would you describe your style of writing to someone that has never read your work?
I suppose at points my books balance on the edge of the surreal.  And then there’s the occasional fit, the phantasmagoric fever dream, and that’s the stuff that really excites me.  The enduring tension for me has always been how far can I go with the surreal and still carry the reader along for the ride.  


What are some of your writing/publishing goals for this year?  Can you share you next creative project(s)? If yes, can you give a few details?
I just wrapped up my spring teaching; this has been particularly challenging semester and as is the case for many writer/teachers, the end of the semester usually swallows up most creative time, and all human-person time.  I’m a husk with thumbs at this stage.
Soon though, I’ll return to near human form and then I’ll be turning my attention to the novel I’ve been working on for a long, long time, though I probably couldn’t even describe it to you at this point.  My go-to is that the eye can never see the eyeball. I hardly know what I’m working on until I’m finished. But I think It’s about a guy who constantly gets passed over for things. It’s a bit of a language-y book that comes from the same place creatively as ARK, but if ARK is mostly about a kind of euphoria, a kind of intoxication, the book I’m working on is more focused on the subsequent hangover.
So that’s summer and its wishful thinking, but I’ve set the controls to the heart of the sun and that’s where I’m headed.


Do you feel that writing is an ingrained process or just something that flows naturally for you?
For me, if I’m not writing, I have a real difficulty organizing my thoughts and expressing things clearly in my non-writing human activities—I have trouble with this as a kind of bassline general state, but it amps up dramatically when I’m away from my creative work.  I think I tend toward the fracturing and reassembling of language to manipulate, or coax something new out of the sounds or the collage of words together—nothing new in the approach obviously, way last century stuff for sure, but the attention to language, foregrounding language to share what I’d consider an equal role as the characters in the book, that is the thing that wears me out most, and helps iron me out, I’d say. I suppose there’s some analogue to working out physically—a kind of gymnasium for the mind.  I’m at my most clearheaded and unblocked state, I’m most suitable for public consumption, when I’m able to work regularly on my book projects. As my wife likes to point out, Summer Jesse is more way more articulate than end-of-semester Jesse.


Where would you spend one full year, if you could go ANYWhere? What would you do with this time?
A full year?   Jumpin’ Jesus on a trampoline—that’s a marvelous dream.  As I write this, you’re catching me just as my semester ends—I just finished all of my grading last night, and I’m still spun into delirium, trying to feel what the ground is like after getting off the treadmill.
I’d like to go to France—my wife and I have talked about saving for our honeymoon.  She’s told me about friends of hers who have travelled through wine country on bicycles, moving from town to town, tracing along the vineyards, and following the fragrance of grapes heavy in the air, really just drinking in the French countryside.  If I could snap my fingers, I’d want that to happen.
Mostly, though, after a week or so in France, by day I’d spend 12 dedicated months working on a new book—a page a day gets you a real draft.  By night, I’d sip some of the French wine we would have shipped back home and I’d chew through as many books in my reading queue as possible. I’d also want to listen to more opera.  I really want to explore opera. That’s not really a literal place, but it puts me in an emotional place, so it’s making the list here.



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Tuesday, September 12, 2017

SPOTLIGHT w/INTERVIEW - Unwrap Your Candy by Jesse Miller

Unwrap Your Candy
by Jesse Miller
Date of Publication: September 10th 2017
Publisher: Common Deer Press
Cover Artist: Ellie Sipila of Move to the Write
Genre: Literary Fiction
Tagline: Imagine Woody Allen made a movie about Dilbert and James Joyce wrote the screenplay. That’s what you should expect from Jesse Miller’s Unwrap Your Candy.
 
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Thom’s life has a soundtrack. Unseen glass phalluses—thousands of them—whirring softly along conveyer belts on the other side of the factory wall. The snap and splash of eggs against plaster. The scratch-fizz-tang of cigarette lighters being flipped again and again. A thousand throats swallowing a thousand swigs of beer; a thousand sets of lungs choking on a thousand French inhales. Hard fists sinking into soft flesh; soft chunks dropping onto hard sidewalks. Plop-flush-drain repeat. And moonsong, high above, forever calling and calling, “Stud, rub her with the Stud Rubber.” If only it were so simple.
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Author Info
I am a writer and a teacher.

I tutor and mentor students working on a variety of writing projects.

I'm always looking for new ways to share my work and insights on teaching the craft of writing, and I welcome new teaching and workshop opportunities. Please feel free to contact me to read from Ark, or my forthcoming novel, UYC!
 
The Book Junkie Reads Interview with Jesse Miller . . .

How would you describe you style of writing to someone that has never read your work?
I’m terrible at describing my own work—the eyeball can’t see the eye is something I’m fond of saying.  I suppose at points a lot of my work teeters on the edge of the surreal.  And then there’s the occasional fit, the phantasmagoric fever dream.  I know that’s a part of it.  The tension for me has always been how far and how deep can I coax the reader through what might seem like purple passages before they have to portage for a while. 

What mindset or routine do you feel the need to set when preparing to write (in general whether you are working on a project or just free writing)?
Years ago, when I was working the night shift, I’d find my time to write when I got home.  With Candy, reworking a draft, I’d be saving ideas up all day on scraps and napkins, and these bank slips with precisely sequenced holes along the edges.  I worked behind the scenes in a bank and brought home pocketfuls each night.  When I got home I’d race to my desk—I had the stamina and the focus to write deep into the night, 5, 6 in the morning, until stone-sleep finally just about dropped me at my keyboard.  That was then, many lives ago, and a good way to work, actually.

These days, the only way I have the singular focus to work is in the morning, first thing.  Fully reset.  The world is a vampire, and it takes what it will from you.  If you teach, and if you love teaching the way I do, this kind of vampirism reaches exponential levels.  So then, as I’ve gotten older, I’ve heeded advice from one of my mentors—you need to pay yourself first before you pay Caesar his.  Otherwise none of the day will ever be your own.

Do you take your character prep to heart? Do you nurture the growth of each character all the way through to the page? Do you people watch to help with development? Or do you build upon your character during story creation?
No.  I used to, real Stanislavski method stuff, I suppose.  But no, longevity isn’t top of mind for my characters.  I will note that many of my characters have and will continue to relish all of the cigarettes I’m not allowed to smoke anymore.

I’m really interested in finding ways of being for characters who are or who become pretty self-aware to what is happening to them inside the book, if that makes any sense.  I like them seated there, playfully teetering just on the fraying of their own consciousness and awareness.  I enjoy the glimpses of this with the Thom character in Unwrap Your Candy—I wish, frankly, there were more.  More of that for the future, I suppose… 

And sometimes the chemistry of the story bubbles out, slips away; the writerly-ness of it all feels like you can hear the keyboard clicking across the page as you read, and you need a real-life injection.  Sometime you need a readymades—a character you can see fully, wholly in little interactions or even observed glances—they have a full thing going. A kind of synedoche, right?  Mark Urie from the book is a little like that, actually.  You can see that in the world.  So people watching for sure, lots.  The living movie before our eyes shows how people really sway and demur and disagree and smile and love awkwardly, and just generally understand the constraints of their surroundings.  With people in public, I just want to drink them all it in.  As a teacher, I’m always on stage in the classroom, like it or not, always being observed.  And, of course, that’s performative at times, and in performance, even routine, comes exhaustion.  Outside of my academic life, I usually just want quiet.  Years ago, I’d like to be telling the story at the bar.  Mostly, now, I’d just like to sit in the corner and absorb and edit the atmosphere.   

Have you found yourself bonding with any particular character? If so which one(s)?
Now that it’s done and made external to me, I suppose I’ve found myself feeling a bond with the father character in Unwrap Your Candy, Raymond Evans.  When I was initially writing the book years ago, my own father was very sick and dying, and I had this real need to write about him, to try to preserve some of who he was in this book.  But this was pretty tricky—he was disappearing right before our eyes, and there was really nothing recognizable of his way of being that went onto the page. I couldn’t seem to reconcile (probably still can’t) the version of my father in a hospice bed with the one who, you know, took me to Fenway Park for the first time in my life, or bought me my own copy of Pet Sounds for my birthday.   For me, the bonding came late, now, really, in the revision, and in the remove from that time.  Editing and letting go of the real somewhat paradoxically brought the character closer to the essence of my father. 

As time went on working on this character, it began to feel like finding someone you love in a dream, but it’s not who they were in reality.   It’s a carbon-copied dream of them materializing—a pour of flesh from a simmering cauldron—filling in your unconsciousness.   And then, of course, having experienced them inside that dream, the jagged permutation of that person, you yourself come out of the dream-state differently.   I suppose that’s the version of my father in this book.  Not a nightmarish monstrous version, but an altered one.  A kind of tuned down guitar.  In deed and action, the father character is mostly unrecognizable to my own, but there is a kind of familiarity there.

Do you have a character that you have been working on that you can't wait to put to paper?
I’d like to write from the perspective of a female character.  Despite the technical aspects of the POV, my books for the most part are told through the experience of the male protagonist.  You know, it’s familiar, and it’s safe for me in the sense that I don’t have very far to drill into my own ideas as a human being to feel honest tension as I float around in the bag of skin.  But there’s way more out there.  And this could be a such an interesting moment of growth as a writer. 

I’ll do this in earnest before I die.  That’s my pledge to you, dear conscientious reader.

Have you ever felt that there was something inside of you that you couldn't control? If so what? If no what spurs you to reach for the unexperienced?
Maybe I’m a weirdo, but I feel like we often wake up from our sleep as different versions of ourselves, you know?  Something happens there in the machine of the unconscious, in the memory processing/manufacturing plant of our dreams.  We retrieve and also lose things in there sometimes.  We leave our shift different than when it started.  Anyway, for me, in the aggregate of my life, there are some versions of me who emerge into the sunshine of my life and are better than others.  Kinder, certainly, and more appealing to the better angels of our nature.  But in general, and in other words, I’m a pretty consistent.  I can’t imagine that there’s someone galactically different lurking inside me ready to snatch the handlebars when I’m not paying attention, so I think I’m in control, generally, of this flesh and bone device. 

Of course, all of these versions of me seem to find ways to do some kind of creative work when they can, no matter how chaotic the circumstances.  There’s not some inborn desire to write in me, but maybe there is some compulsion for revision that’s in my DNA. That’s the best I can figure.  Everything could be better if I had 5 more minutes.  So, in that sense I suppose I am without control, or at the very least, conditioned properly beyond my own power to change. 

I’m also pretty fucking powerless to well-made veggie burger and a Guinness.  So, you know, look out!
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